its all e past.

2009-09-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

Baby is going back to taiwan tomorrow morning, till 10th Oct! Im feeling super sad now that she is going to be away for SO LONG. Im so gonna miss her. Haiis.. 29 days, she will be away in taiwan. I seriously hope it will pass fast, and she will be back soon.. Gonna send her off tomorrow morning. Last time im gonna see her before she's back. Baby, I love you.=)
I cant love without you!

To my bestie, im always here. Sorry that i didnt pick up ur call that day. If ur refering to me, im sincerely sorry yea? I never forget u when i have a girlfriend.=) Text me when ur free.=)

2009-09-07T15:20:00.000+08:00

Long long time didnt post already. This blog is rotting already. Has been going out with girlfriend for the past few days. and meeting some friends. Went Taka yesterday to support Andrew and co. Good job guys, there's still next year.=) Nothing to do at all today. I think im gonna stay at home and rot today.=X

Baby, i will love you more and more each day.=)

2009-08-29T12:06:00.000+08:00

Blogger just pissed people off so often now. Changed back to my old blogskin, cause the new one screwed up.Its finally holidays now. Until 18th Oct if im not wrong. OMG! Its so damn long, but i like it. HAHA! Has been going out everyday recently. Super tired. A match later, siian.. Long time never touch ball. Has been going out with girlfriend everyday.=P

I will always love you.=)

2009-08-20T02:37:00.004+08:00

Have been busy studying for the upcoming exams. Never felt so stressed before ever since O levels finished. Im super stressed up now! Haiis.. Friday will be the 1st paper, MACROECONS. I still think im not well prepared enough. Jiayous everyone who taking the exams.=) Study with erika and hobin today, and OB is seriously a disaster. I think its hard to do well for OB.=X Gonna
continue studying for Macro now. Good night.=)

Its quite obvious to me, and its ok.=) I just want you to stay happy always.=) If you patch up with him, must cherish yea? Please take good care of yourself! I miss you. Meet up soon, PIG.=)

2009-08-10T14:24:00.001+08:00

4 words to describe my day. F.U.C.K.

2009-08-10T01:19:00.002+08:00

Woke up at around 2 today. Super late. LOL. Then pig message me if i wanna study together, so i agreed and waited for her. Used computer while waiting for her and leave at around 5 to meet her at cp. Studied at Starbucks as Library was closed. Ate at kopitiam after studying, do a little BA and Macro. Waited for her bus with her and home sweet home.=) Enjoyed my day today.=D

I hope we will meet up more often.=)

2009-08-08T00:01:00.001+08:00

Comm skills exam tomorrow. 930 somemore. Siian. Time to go my lala land. Wish me luck.=)

Happy birthday. Take care.

2009-08-07T00:51:00.003+08:00

Spent the day slacking with JJ, Joel, and Hobin. Didnt had any lesson today cause Comm Skills was cancelled and we skipped OB. Was seriously damn tired today that i have no mood for ANYTHING. Called her, was quite disappointed when no one answered the call. Was really not in the right mood after 10. Haiis.. I dont really know why either. Just thinking about alot of things, which affects me. Friday tomorrow, and Comm skills exam on Sat morning.

I told myself to let you go, but i couldnt do it. I miss you so badly..

2009-08-05T00:39:00.002+08:00

School was nice these few days. No need to rush for any proj anymore, and i started on macro today. Should be able to finish studying it tomorrow.=) Finished reading my NewMoon too. It really took me ages. Haha. There's a friendly tomorrow. Siian. Gonna sleep soon. Good night readers.=)

U made the promise, and i told myself it will come true, knowing it may not..

2009-08-02T01:23:00.007+08:00

Hectic week has just passed. Was so busy rushing my proj. It finally comes to an end. WOOHOO~ But exams are coming already, in 3weeks time, and comm skills is next sat. Siian. Had our 1st formal presentation on 27th july. Some photos to share.=)

2009-07-25T00:26:00.002+08:00

I survived all the projects. Now, its only left with CSA presentation and Macroecons project and presentation. After that, it will be Comm Skills exam, then end-of-sem exams. The whole sem is like so packed and im suffocating. ZZ... Although i survived, but im seriously sick now. Fever, cough, and flu. Siian half.. weekend will be wasted staying at home. Time to really study for exams.

Studying as if there's no tomorrow.

2009-07-20T23:41:00.003+08:00

It's the 100th day since you left me. Time really flies. For the past 3 months, i can never sleep well. It was really a heavy blow. I wasnt prepared at all. U didnt give any signal, u were perfectly fine till the moment you left us. I still can remember how u looked like. I can never forget how everything was. Life was nearly perfect when you were still around, and everything just got messed up. My life is in a mess. My studies is in a mess. Everything is in a mess. Im totally lost. I know u will leave one day, but i wished i would have seen u before u left. Bless me, please.

Once upon a time.

2009-07-17T01:08:00.002+08:00

Spent most of the time this week on proj. OMG! Im dying from all the projects that is due this week. Comm skills took up so much of the time already, and today there's also OB. Was damn tired after school today. There's still BA lecture tomorrow at 9. School ends at 1 today, something that i can feel happy about. There's still Macroecons and CSA projects to go. No time to slack!.

I wish time could turn back, and i wont let you go again.

2009-07-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

School ended early today, and i rotted at home for the whole day. Haiis.. Siian.. Long day tomorrow, 9-6, and alot of hours of break. Woohoo.. Its gonna be bored tomorrow. Life's so meaningless recently.

What hurt the most is watching the one u love, love someone else;

2009-07-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

Wanted to go gym today, but wasnt feeling very well in the morning, so didnt went in e end. Woke up and prepare for school, and had CSA as usual. It's forever boring, and was bejeweled-ing and texting people throughout the 3 hours lab session. Had a 1 hour break and went for lecture. Today's lecture was the longest i ever had, and went CP to meet sheryl and TFY after lecture. Chatted and walked around and home sweet home.=)

If i take the initiative and make the first move, would things be different now?

2009-07-13T00:16:00.001+08:00

Went dinner at Sakura with family and TFY. Wasnt a really enjoyable Sunday today.. Was rotting throughout the day except going for dinner and watching show at TFY house. Was quite relieved when i heard the news today, although things wasnt as worse as we expected, but still, im quite worried if anything will happen. Haiis..

Today is quite a meaningful day? HAHA. Its like i knew you only today, i made a new friend today, and everything else were the past. It brightened up my day somehow.=)

2009-07-11T16:15:00.003+08:00

Went to benny's birthday at East Coast Park. He had bbq there and invited us. Went down with Andrew Dom and co. Reached there around 9, which is quite late, and u can expect what time we leave there? Lol. Ate abit and started to feel boring. When Benny's friends starting to leave, we started to be wild. And crapped around for the whole night, and benny was bullied by everyone, except me. HAHA. Went home around 4am and slept till 3pm. Still feeling damn tired. Its sat today, but a damn boring one..

I still couldnt figure out why things turned out that way for us, we use to be so close buddies, and now, i think even when we see each other on the street, we will just be strangers..

2009-07-08T23:53:00.002+08:00

School was seriously bored today. Had Comm skills, Apel and Macro tutorial today. Comm skills was ok, slacking tutorial, slacked throughout and released early. Went to eat with hobin, and we did our OB. Ok, should be i do, and he talk. LOL. After doing our part, met Erika and co. to finish our part of project, and off we go to Apel. Another time-wasting period. Last lesson for Apel, and we will have 5 hours of break from next week onwards. Woots, i dont know i should be happy or sad?=X After Apel, it was break again. Me and hobin seriously dont know where to go and we rotted in the library. Today was seriously the boring-est day we ever had in school. Dinner after school with hobin, and off to TFY house. Collected the disc and home sweet home. School tomorrow at 1 till 6. It will be weekend soon, finally something to be happy about.=D

Only the winner truly deserves to win, but im not one of them.=X

2009-07-07T19:14:00.003+08:00

Didnt went school today. Wasnt really feeling well, and really tired, so gave school a miss. But i still did my part for CSA project and sent to hobin, althought i skipped school. Wanted to get a MC,but polyclinic will be a waste of time, and private clinic would be a waste of money, so i didnt get a MC in the end. Still having flu and cough now. Siian. Still need to do OB proj. stress stress stress..

I always take things very easy, but i insist on taking it. Now i finally know its useless to hold on to it when it doesnt belong to you.. I couldnt let you go, but you will never be mine.

2009-07-07T00:05:00.002+08:00

A long day in school today. 12 to 6. Super tiring. Went to meet Gary Tham at anchorvale CC today at 8.30am for a gym session. Long time since i went to gym. Trained a little, compared to Gary's. LOL. Went home to bathe and eat before meeting Gary again to go school. Reached home and went over to TFY house to chill awhile and home sweet home.=) Saw Gary Yeo at CP and chatted with him awhile. Not feeling really well now. I think im seriously lacking of sleep. Dont feel like going school tomorrow, maybe i will get a MC tomorrow.=X

Life's fragile, you may just lose something important anytime. I learnt to treasure everything i got, and work hard for every i want.

2009-07-06T00:58:00.002+08:00

There's school tomorrow when it's youth day! Hais.. I wanna rest longer. Life recently was disappointing. Lots of things were not up to expectation. I gt so much to say, but no one to talk to. Gym tomorrow morning.=)

Pig, i miss you. Text me when you see this.=X

2009-07-05T01:07:00.002+08:00

Changed my blogskin, like finally. Was feeling boring the whole day, as i rotted at home the whole afternoon and lazing around at home. Didnt know when to go, and who to call. It will be another boring day tomorrow, i guessed. Intending to go down to eunos tomorrow to watch Gary's match against Tagawa at 8.30pm, but before that i really dont know when to go. Siian.. Wasted weekend just like that.=X

I didnt expect things to change overnight. Everything seems so different out of the sudden. The ones who used to be closest to be are all gone. I cant see anyone around at all anymore. All by myself. Those who werent close at all suddenly become the close one beside you. Life is full of unexpected, and everything starts all over again.

2009-07-02T23:49:00.001+08:00

Fcuk OB. need to look for articles which wasted so much of my time. ZZ.. I found mine, bt i still need to help hobin find one. and he is playing dota while im looking for it. Fcuking pissed off. My mood sucks now and im feeling sick and tired. Maybe i will just skip sch tmr again.

2009-07-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

Hey yo. Im back.=) Sch has been boring these few days. Skipped comm skills tutorial today.=X Super dislike comm skills. Most boring lesson in sch other than OB. Went for Apel and Macroecons. Went home to change and bball at 120 with gary and co. Super close with Gary recently. My boss now. Haha. Sch at 1 tmr. Finally a day for me to slp peacefully.=D

2009-06-24T02:01:00.002+08:00

2nd day of sch. Didnt really have the mood. went for Accounting only. Got 32/45 for accounting. zz.. Expected better results. Long day tmr, 9-6, with 4 hours break in between. Dunno why the sch wan make the day so long, when there's only 3 lesson, and one of it is Apel. I seriously dun feel like going to sch tmr, im feeling sick, and i need a rest! Please let me fall sick tmr.=X

2009-06-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

Sch gonna reopen tmr! TOTAL SIIANSATION. Its like a few days only and back to sch tmr. i haven start enjoying myself! gonna noe my results alrdy. aft one short hols, i dun have any mood for sch alrdy. and i didnt do my CSA proj which is due tmr AT ALL. OMG. die die die. i will flunk this sub for sure. ahah. if i continue this way, i tink i wan graduate also hard. there's still CDS next sem. jiayou everyone.=)

2009-06-16T23:33:00.002+08:00

IM FREAKING TIRED TODAY. didnt slp for the whole day. met pig at cp to study in the afternoon. and gab came along when he finally woke up, and took his time to come down to cp. when he reached, i was like alrdy study for dno how long, and no mood to study anymore. Pig was also no in the study mood i guessed. and gab started doing his maths, and hundred has 3 zeros. LOL. that's a new rule set by gab. accompanied gab to cut hair after that, waited for 2 hours and he took 5 min to cut his hair. zz.. slacked awhile at his house and home sweet home. Tiring day today, sch gonna reopen soon, and i haven touch my homework and proj at all.. Im gonna die real soon.

The feeling isnt the same anymore, we werent as close anymore..

2009-06-15T02:45:00.002+08:00

Im back!=) hasnt been updating regularly, when im not really that busy. Haha. Having holidays doesnt really means its enjoyable. Holidays this time is damn boring. Nowhere to go, nothing to do. Wanted to change my blogsong since dno when, bt im just too lazy to do so.=X Sch gonna reopen on 22nd, CSA proj due on 22nd. I still wanna see pig before hols end, bt she's forever busy. See this? haha. U should noe wt to do now?=PP I wonder where should i go tmr?
Nights everyone.=)

2009-06-09T15:08:00.002+08:00

fcucked up day. ZZ~ Tmr not cfm again.. better cancel it. waste my time. holidays is not as exciting as i expected.. siian

Touch ur heart and ask urself if u changed alrdy? If u tink u didnt, i have nth to sae.. bt its not what i said, its what everyone think.
Its all about empty promises.

2009-06-05T02:12:00.002+08:00

LAST PAPER IS OVER!=) Holiday now. i screwed up my BA. siian half.. if gt more time, i tink i wun do until so jialat de.. ZZ.. im going to enjoy now.. and i really need to study hard when sch reopen alrdy..=) Went anchorvale cc to bball today. Andrew, Dom, Gabriel, Gary and his brother all came down today.. played with some army guys, and they are really rough. lol. In the end we nv leave the court at all, keep winning. haha. somehow enjoy the bball session today.=))

We used to be one clique, now, it seems like there's only me and him left. we are in diff poly now, and we didnt contact wif u for a long time alrdy.. Maybe u are really busy, or u have ur new frens, maybe this marks the end.. But still, all the best.=)

2009-06-02T20:43:00.002+08:00

Mid-sem test start le. 2 papers down. 2 more to go. On mon was Organisational behaviour, and it was a disaster. ZZ.. i tink i cnt even get a B for OB. today was macroeconomics. and it was quite fine to me. Hope i can get a A. haha. tmr is CSA, omg. im gonna die again. jialat.. i dno aniting bout csa at all!! someone save me pls. haiis.. Jiayous guys., Its gonna be hols on thurs!!=D

2009-05-31T18:53:00.000+08:00

Going to ball, alone.

Friends.?

2009-05-31T13:10:00.001+08:00

There's really no one i can turn to...

2009-05-29T23:05:00.001+08:00

One after another, it just never end. haiis..

2009-05-24T23:01:00.002+08:00

rushing CSA now. zz.. although u all didnt do well this time, but this is only the first competition, the journey has just started, jiayous. TengYang ftw.=)

Pig, do u noe how much i miss u? Im just looking forward to the day when i can see u again.=(

2009-05-23T16:52:00.003+08:00

Yo everyone. It's sat today, a day to rest. haha. decided to post some photos which i took in class. waiseng emerged the slping champ in our class as he is always slping during lesson. if not jiu shi pon the lesson. lol. Bt macroecons was really so boring that, everyone was slping, and l slpt after taking the photo. lol.

2009-05-23T00:58:00.002+08:00

Its me again!=) damn tired now, and it's finally weekend.=D can slp for long hours tmr.. haha. Mid-sem test is getting nearer and nearer.. OB is definitely a killer, cos i really know nothing about it. Zz.. CSA test on mon, so sudden. lol. Jiayou for mid-sem test, guys.=)

pig, there's so much things that i wanted to share with you. yet, i couldnt find any chance to. you are busy wif ur studies, and hardly can spare any time. I just need a little of ur time. Maybe it's quite impossible? haiis..

2009-05-21T23:43:00.001+08:00

Friday tomorrow. Wkends coming, finally. Comm Skills test over, and time for a break. haha. Studying in school tmr, and cca aft that. Im serious need so sleep.=X

Empty promises.

2009-05-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

林健辉 - 原来我最爱的人是你不是他

当你离开的时候没有任何的理由
心里有一点痛
如果时间能回头
多想抓住你的手
不要让你走
突然看见我和你的照片
仿佛一切回到我的身边
原来我最爱的人是你不是他
心里的无奈多希望能够对你说明白
最爱的是你不是他
原来我最爱的人是你不是他
对你的思念永远都看不见
到底爱要怎么说
----
我一直以为时间能够把一切都带走(都带走)
不曾想过要回头(想过要回头)
如果我们的爱还没到尽头
只想靠近你
我不想放你走

是你不是他

2009-05-19T22:51:00.001+08:00

Where were you when i needed you so badly?

Im getting used to it..

2009-05-19T22:42:00.001+08:00

Comm Skills Test tomorrow. Mid-sem test also coming le. Im feeling kinda nervous already. Zz.. Everything is coming all at a time.. Jialat. Jiayous guys.=)

Your promise.

2009-05-17T00:36:00.002+08:00

Proj coming all at a time, and due date is coming soon. Jialat. This week is the slackest week i ever had. And i really enjoyed myself this week. Haha. Lunch at KFC is memorable. And we had a dinosaur in our class.=PP

How have you been?

2009-05-12T18:14:00.002+08:00

Wasted the whole day doing nothing again. Went school at 9 today, to finish my Basic Accounting tutorial, cos wai seng took my notes on fri to copy and didnt come sch yesterday. Didnt really have the mood to do, so copied hobin's answer. lol. then taught hobin macroecons. and off to tutorial. Went thru answer for tutorial and classwork. the class was damn noisy and we finish damn fast. the teacher checked our ans and allow us to go off early, and the lesson lasted for 1hr only. lol. and we had 2 hr break, eating, doing macroecons tutorial. and CSA tutorial, same old stuff, and lecture ended early again. Reached home, and did nth until now. Time to do some organisational behaviour tutorial.=)

If there's someone i could share..

2009-05-10T16:36:00.003+08:00

There's sch tmr. siian.. Work's piling up, and im just slacking all day.. all the proj coming up, and i dun tink i will have so much time to blog anymore..

You're finally back..

2009-05-08T00:24:00.003+08:00

It's finally friday tomorrow. Damn tired alrdy.. CCA always end so late, reach home jiu half dead liao.. Skipped lecture AGAIN today.. Its just too bored that me and hobin left the lecture during the break. I need a good rest.

Take care in camp.=)

2009-05-07T00:39:00.001+08:00

Nobody knows. Everything just came at the same time.

Bitches.

2009-05-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

skipped macroeconomics, and went for training.. deadbeat today.. and sch starts at 10 tomorrow.. zz.. was really not in a good mood recently, and im just couldnt concentrate in sch.. sch ends at 2 tmr, sth to be happy about.

If you are willing to turn back..

2009-05-04T10:49:00.001+08:00

I dreamt of u..

2009-05-04T01:02:00.003+08:00

Went bball today, aft staying at home the whole day. Bt i tink i spent more time waiting for everyone to come than playing. ZZ.. Traning tmr, and sch until 6, i tink i will be damn tired tmr..

Im 'affected' by swine..

2009-05-03T00:34:00.001+08:00

if i sae i regretted, would u give me one more chance?

I wished u could just help me.

2009-05-01T22:26:00.003+08:00

stayed at home the whole day, except going out to get my trackshoes. im gonna bored to death. its a holiday, and yet i have no where to go. how sad could it be? Im starting to get use to poly life, and i joined T&F already! Im looking forward to the next training and hope can get into the team, which is quite impossible, cos im just year 1 and the team mostly made up of year 3 people. I will just do my best.=)

I realised im more and more anti social.

2009-05-01T01:29:00.001+08:00

I just wanna know how u are doing..

2009-04-30T23:06:00.001+08:00

53 more min. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE, LAZY BUM.=) Dun tag with bread again.=D

would u care?

2009-04-28T22:09:00.001+08:00

School tmr at 9. zz.. so many people taking the bus.. hope i wun be late again..

True friends are hard to come by.

2009-04-27T22:05:00.001+08:00

school today was damn tiring, dno why.. zz.. end school at around 6, and home sweet home. im seriously still in holiday mood and haven got serious with school. Time to buck up.

2009-04-25T15:43:00.002+08:00

It's sat! A short break for me. School started and there's already homework. I just hope i will work hard and do well in poly. No more regrets anymore. School's quite fun, and im enjoying it a little.=)

I know things werent the same anymore, and i can only let go.. I have no regrets for anything, all the best to you.=) What you hope things will be, i will do it that way..

2009-04-22T17:01:00.002+08:00

Didnt went school today, sick again. zz.. Went polyclinic at around 145 and paid at 315. Total waste of time, polyclinic services are getting from bad to worse, and im not going to polyclinic again. School at 2 tomorrow. And im getting better already. Im looking forward to school.=)

2009-04-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

2nd day of school! 1-2. LOL. abit short i know.. Had CSA, and the lesson was like just wasting our time away, and home sweet home.=) Went Popular to get some stuffs after the lesson, and off to meet Andrew, Fat, Sam, and Dom. Chatted with them and slacked awhile, and back home. Having fever out of a sudden, siian.. School tomorrow at 9, damn early.. till 11 and end of the day.. Short day, and waste of time again, i guessed.

I hope you won't avoid.

2009-04-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

First day of school today.=) Finally, sch have started!! Woots! Was running late today, and took a cab to scool from tampines MRT. LOL! Was already late on the first day. Jialat. Had my first ever lecture of my life. Macroeconomics. Was really new to me, which is so chim, that i need some time to digest every word my lecturer said. And i'm still not use to having lesson now, couldnt concentrate at all and was day dreaming. Lesson started at 4 initially, but many were late, and interupting the lesson, zz.. However, lesson still ended early, haha. At 530, the lesson was already over, and i was went school for 1 and a half hour. Went to bball after that, and home sweet home.=)

U were so cold.

2009-04-18T23:31:00.001+08:00

i put in all my effort, bt maybe it's really not meant to be mine, and i gotten nothing in the end.
Im moving on.=)

2009-04-17T23:27:00.001+08:00

It just happened so fast.. and i regretted.. If i could just spend more time, at least i still can see her before she's gone.. haiis.. things are just not going the right way..

2009-04-12T22:40:00.001+08:00

It's just so sudden.. I cnt take anymore setback.

2009-04-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

Friends, thanks for all the wishes.=)

2009-04-09T00:43:00.001+08:00

1 more day.=)

2009-04-08T14:06:00.001+08:00

It's always not there. it will be the same again;

2009-04-05T00:14:00.001+08:00

Another boring day. siian..

next time, perhaps.

2009-04-03T15:48:00.002+08:00

Im back to post, for a person who wan a happy post.=D lol. 2 person pranked me on 1st of april. Andrew chuah called me and told me he going army alrdy, and in e end, its just a prank.. haha. and gabriel said, "we dun prank people cos we grow up alrdy!" if not we will prank the one who tagged me.=P I will be happy.=)

2009-04-03T00:54:00.000+08:00

It's so torturing. Im falling again.

2009-04-02T00:00:00.001+08:00

I don't deserve this..

2009-04-01T22:43:00.001+08:00

It seems like it doesnt even matters to u.

2009-04-01T01:52:00.002+08:00

I always tell myself, things will get better eventually.. Bt it only got worse.. It just happened that i could nv get u when i needed to.. I can sae, its my fault.. I was so naive all along, making a fool out of myself. Everything that happened, and i observed had alrdy given me an answer.. I will nv look back again. Ur wish came true.

Brand new start,.=))

2009-03-31T23:51:00.002+08:00

Everything just come and go, and nothing seems to be true, or last..

2009-03-31T22:45:00.003+08:00

Back from bball.=) long time nv post alrdy.. Boring life nowadays, nothing to do, no where to go.. siian-sation.. Camp is finally coming, and sch gonna start soon.=D

The outcome is always the same, disappointment.

2009-03-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

Work tomorrow, again. zz.. 2 more days.. Settle all the stuffs and im off for a break.=) Hasnt been slping well recently, coughing like there's really no tomorrow.. lol. finally its getting better. Tomorrow will be a better day!!=D

forgive me, tok to me again..

2009-03-26T00:29:00.002+08:00

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no
What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)I
'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

2009-03-25T13:41:00.002+08:00

I haven been blogging for so long seh.. had been so busy wif work. finally work is coming to an end and i can soon enjoy life!=)

16 days.,

2009-03-18T14:58:00.002+08:00

Sore throat and fever came at the same time. Zz.. Didnt go work today, cos head was spinning when i wake up, and no voice.. feeling mus better now, finally.=)

I just need a reply from u, to make me feel better.

2009-03-17T12:02:00.001+08:00

Coughing for like 2 wks alrdy, and it still hasnt been better. zz. instead its worse now.. work later, more siian..

2009-03-16T23:42:00.001+08:00

SUPERPIG. I may seem to get over, but im just hiding it inside my heart.. I still miss u like i always do.

2009-03-16T05:18:00.001+08:00

lol. till nw still cnt slp. zz.. saw shili today at suntec. 2nd time in a week. haha. off day tmr, can finally rest. time to slp.

saw a damn cute girl today at IT fair.=D

2009-03-15T00:09:00.002+08:00

Work tmr again. siian.. Evelyn Koh ! come my blog nv tagg? haha. LIVERPOOL won MAN U 4-1!! LIVERPOOL ftw! they will definitely win next yr.

I miss u..

2009-03-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

I enjoyed the chat with you.=)

2009-03-13T00:02:00.002+08:00

Back home after meeting up wif bros. Saw E. Koh and Shili today.. double surprise.. A pretty lady whom i saw todae commented about my blog. haha. so something happy today is i saw u after so long? haha. take care yea? mus tagg me after u see this.=)

The feeling isnt the same animore, and i know it will nv be again.. I just wish we can go back to the past, and tok like how we did. Take care.

2009-03-11T12:51:00.001+08:00

Sorry. I didnt meant it that way. I just need a little concern from u..

2009-03-10T21:27:00.003+08:00

I just feel that something is not right.. and it just affected me so much..

2009-03-10T21:16:00.002+08:00

Tonight-FM static

I remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had amillion questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to
feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to
come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to
come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
TonightI sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to
come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look upAnd know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

2009-03-10T15:39:00.001+08:00

Stayed at home the whole day, zz.. Rotting soon.. Nth to do at all, going out to bball soon, i tink.. Im getting sick of my life, poly please start earlier!! Sibei siian.. Its so hard to tok to u..

2009-03-10T11:25:00.001+08:00

I know u nv asked me to do aniting for u, bt i still chose to give my everything.. But, i have to let go afterall.. End of story.

2009-03-10T00:29:00.003+08:00

Without you, my life seems so meaningless.. Yet, i can only continue to act as if im alright and im not hurt.. When you are better off in life, i think im just a passer by in ur life. Although i knew it all along, i will nv give up.. U nv knew hw much u meant to me, cos i think it can nv be measured.. When i fell, i will stand up again.. Bt when im hurt, it will nv heal.. And this will remind me of how much i loved you.

SUPERPIG.x3

2009-03-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

Fool again-WestLife

I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place

I should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care

I should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

About the pain and the tears
ohooooo, if i could I would
Turn back the time

oh yeah...
I Should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
How was I to know, you never told me

2009-03-09T22:17:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i just hope u will tok to me for just a little while will do.. It's just so hard to chat just 5 min wif u..

2009-03-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

Im not upset over it, im just.. I dno how to describe e feeling.. Before i ask you, i sort of knew it already, tts why i asked you.. Im getting jealous v easily, bt i think getting jealous is becos u love that person alot, bt i dun have e chance to now..

2009-03-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

Back from bball.. Enjoyed bball-ing today.. Sort of stop me from thinking all the stuffs.. I still cant get over it.. Its so hard to stop thinking about you.. I feeling im coming back slowly now, but i wonder how long will it last..

I know that you are really busy now, but it has been a long time since we go out together, and i miss the days.. I hope you will be free one day to go out again.

2009-03-08T15:01:00.000+08:00

Sadly, You nv give me many chances to show how much i care for you..

2009-03-08T00:44:00.001+08:00

If u were refering to me, im really sorry. i noe it doesnt help, bt i dun tink aniting i do will cure.. I just hope we will be best friends forever now.

S for SUPER, and P for PIG. U will always be the one in my heart;

2009-03-07T22:17:00.002+08:00

Back from work.=) Had been working for straight 3 days, and im dying soon.. It's so hot everyday.. ZZ.. Im not working tomorrow!=D But i still need to wake up early to go out with my parents.. Damn boring recently.. It's only work that is accompanying me now.. I was shocked when no one is there. But there's still my bro.=)

2009-03-05T21:55:00.003+08:00

Out of a sudden, everything is over.. Miracle? Impossible.. If u said u r not worth it at all like how J said, then i sae im the one who doesnt worth it.. U said I live for my own sake, bt i pulled thru cos u exist. I wun make it to TP without u.. Maybe u will be happier and u wun feel pressurized.. Sorry, bt i really cnt.. Take Care and work hard for As. Best friends forever.=)

2009-03-05T21:52:00.003+08:00

Im sorry, bt i dun tink i can do it.

2009-03-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

It has always been wt u wanted.. And i will try my best to do it..

2009-03-04T23:26:00.001+08:00

David Archuleta -----Crush

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away,goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away