finally can post le.. blogger gt alot of prob. cnt even post for e last few daes.. zzz.. nvm.. went for training todae. so much things had happened. haiis.. somethings is nt wt i wished for, bt u dun uds.. u sae i change alot, bt u nv change, mayb worst.. things will nt change overnite even if u change nw.. things is different nw.. i dun wanna sae aniting nw, i dowan anione to get hurt.. if thr were to be anione to get hurt, let it be mii ba.. i dno wt had happened, bt u make my tinking change alot.. i wish things were e same as b4, bt it will nv be anithing.. keep holding on may nt be a good thing, bt nw, i dno wt is gd.. hais.. i realli dno wt am i tinking.. my bro had help mii alot.. thr is too much things to settle nw, abit too much ba.. thr is too much things in my heart.. i wish i can erase everything and start anew again.. things will nv go in e way i wan.. life is so unpredictable.. its such a miserable one for mii.. i could no longer continue animre.. haiis.. hw i wish i can hav a brand new life again.. if thing can go my way, jus once, once is enuff.. i will be contented.. haiis..
