Everything just come and go, and nothing seems to be true, or last..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.23:51
Back from bball.=) long time nv post alrdy.. Boring life nowadays, nothing to do, no where to go.. siian-sation.. Camp is finally coming, and sch gonna start soon.=D
The outcome is always the same, disappointment.
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YuenChai.22:45
Work tomorrow, again. zz.. 2 more days.. Settle all the stuffs and im off for a break.=) Hasnt been slping well recently, coughing like there's really no tomorrow.. lol. finally its getting better. Tomorrow will be a better day!!=D
forgive me, tok to me again..
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YuenChai.00:34
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no
What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)I
'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
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YuenChai.00:29
I haven been blogging for so long seh.. had been so busy wif work. finally work is coming to an end and i can soon enjoy life!=)
16 days.,
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YuenChai.13:41
Sore throat and fever came at the same time. Zz.. Didnt go work today, cos head was spinning when i wake up, and no voice.. feeling mus better now, finally.=)
I just need a reply from u, to make me feel better.
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.14:58
Coughing for like 2 wks alrdy, and it still hasnt been better. zz. instead its worse now.. work later, more siian..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.12:02
SUPERPIG. I may seem to get over, but im just hiding it inside my heart.. I still miss u like i always do.
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YuenChai.23:42
lol. till nw still cnt slp. zz.. saw shili today at suntec. 2nd time in a week. haha. off day tmr, can finally rest. time to slp.
saw a damn cute girl today at IT fair.=D
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.05:18
Work tmr again. siian.. Evelyn Koh ! come my blog nv tagg? haha. LIVERPOOL won MAN U 4-1!! LIVERPOOL ftw! they will definitely win next yr.
I miss u..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:09
I enjoyed the chat with you.=)
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:10
Back home after meeting up wif bros. Saw E. Koh and Shili today.. double surprise.. A pretty lady whom i saw todae commented about my blog. haha. so something happy today is i saw u after so long? haha. take care yea? mus tagg me after u see this.=)
The feeling isnt the same animore, and i know it will nv be again.. I just wish we can go back to the past, and tok like how we did. Take care.
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:02
Sorry. I didnt meant it that way. I just need a little concern from u..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.12:51
I just feel that something is not right.. and it just affected me so much..
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YuenChai.21:27
Tonight-FM staticI remember the times we spent together
All those drives, we had amillion questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me,
Tonight
I remember the days we spent together,
were not enough, it used to
feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up,
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get upI need your loving hands tocome and pick me upAnd every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight
I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus, and how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad, sometimes
Not having you here
I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to
come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
TonightI sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to
come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look upAnd know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.21:16
Stayed at home the whole day, zz.. Rotting soon.. Nth to do at all, going out to bball soon, i tink.. Im getting sick of my life, poly please start earlier!! Sibei siian.. Its so hard to tok to u..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.15:39
I know u nv asked me to do aniting for u, bt i still chose to give my everything.. But, i have to let go afterall.. End of story.
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.11:25
Without you, my life seems so meaningless.. Yet, i can only continue to act as if im alright and im not hurt.. When you are better off in life, i think im just a passer by in ur life. Although i knew it all along, i will nv give up.. U nv knew hw much u meant to me, cos i think it can nv be measured.. When i fell, i will stand up again.. Bt when im hurt, it will nv heal.. And this will remind me of how much i loved you.
SUPERPIG.x3
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:29
Fool again-WestLifeI've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place
I should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly, you never gave meToo many chancesTo show you how much I careI should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me
About the pain and the tears
ohooooo, if i could I would
Turn back the time
oh yeah...
I Should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
How was I to know, you never told me
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.22:30
Sometimes i just hope u will tok to me for just a little while will do.. It's just so hard to chat just 5 min wif u..
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YuenChai.22:17
Im not upset over it, im just.. I dno how to describe e feeling.. Before i ask you, i sort of knew it already, tts why i asked you.. Im getting jealous v easily, bt i think getting jealous is becos u love that person alot, bt i dun have e chance to now..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.23:27
Back from bball.. Enjoyed bball-ing today.. Sort of stop me from thinking all the stuffs.. I still cant get over it.. Its so hard to stop thinking about you.. I feeling im coming back slowly now, but i wonder how long will it last..
I know that you are really busy now, but it has been a long time since we go out together, and i miss the days.. I hope you will be free one day to go out again.
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.23:02
Sadly, You nv give me many chances to show how much i care for you..
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YuenChai.15:01
If u were refering to me, im really sorry. i noe it doesnt help, bt i dun tink aniting i do will cure.. I just hope we will be best friends forever now.
S for SUPER, and P for PIG. U will always be the one in my heart;
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YuenChai.00:44
Back from work.=) Had been working for straight 3 days, and im dying soon.. It's so hot everyday.. ZZ.. Im not working tomorrow!=D But i still need to wake up early to go out with my parents.. Damn boring recently.. It's only work that is accompanying me now.. I was shocked when no one is there. But there's still my bro.=)
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.22:17
Out of a sudden, everything is over.. Miracle? Impossible.. If u said u r not worth it at all like how J said, then i sae im the one who doesnt worth it.. U said I live for my own sake, bt i pulled thru cos u exist. I wun make it to TP without u.. Maybe u will be happier and u wun feel pressurized.. Sorry, bt i really cnt.. Take Care and work hard for As. Best friends forever.=)
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.21:55
Im sorry, bt i dun tink i can do it.
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YuenChai.21:52
It has always been wt u wanted.. And i will try my best to do it..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:50
David Archuleta -----CrushI hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away
Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away,goin away
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.23:26
Back from bball.. Work at 10 tmr.. slpt quite well ysd.. Maybe im really tired recently.. It kept me tinking for the whole day, and i find it no point animre.. It makes me look stupid.. Didnt play well recently.. Cnt concentrate on wadever i do.. ZZ.. It just occupied my whole mind..
I wait and wait, and realised that everything is over..
I cried. and everything is fine now..I understand now.. And i noe wt to do, hopefully i can do it.. Take care, and work hard.
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.23:13
I sort of expected it, yet knowing the outcome, i still looked forward to it..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.23:38
Back from work, damn tired.. offday tomorrow, bball-ing i tink.. rain rain go away, please dun rain tomorrow leh.. lol.
He's the one for you. I guessed.
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.22:56
If you could just reply me like hw i always saw u reply others..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.15:39
It has been so long, and i long im the one who let u down. Bt, i jus wanna be still frens wif u.. I didnt noe hw much i hurt u, until i see hw u reacted.. Im really sry, although it doesnt cure, bt its the best that i can do.. I stiu kept all the things u gave me, cos the memories i had with u will always be there.. all the best to u, i still hope we can chat like before. Last long with him.
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:03
So it doesnt matter to u? Or does it bother u? I just wanna noe ur ans..
Please, let me noe hw ur tinking..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.17:30
I wished time could just stopped at the moment u called me, and i nv nid to put down the fone.. Do u just know hw much i miss u each day? i dno either, it just affect me everyday.. I feel so restless, so lost.. Im just walking so aimlessly each day.. I cnt find any direction animre.. I just keep on moving towards u.. yet i just cnt seems to get near to u, and ur just getting further and further away.. No matter hw tired i am, i kept on going.. And i could nv find u whenever i feel lonely.. And the feeling is torturing.. Sometimes i may seem to be alright, bt deep inside my heart, im not.. and i nv is.. Its hard to fake a smile everyday.. And i dun wish to hide my feelings, yet, im just afraid it will affect u.. U found a brand new start, and i feel happy for u.. Bt i cnt find mine yet.. Maybe its time for me to take a rest? U nv wanted to share when u are feeling down, and u wish to face it urself, ur stronger nw, and i noe u will nv break down again.. Its me who is breaking down soon.. Somethings are really meant to kept it heart, and its hard to say it out. I noe u may not be reading this, bt i feel btr saying it out.. Even if u see, i noe u will just keep it in ur heart.. Sometimes i just hope u could ask me if im alright, i nid ur concern sometimes, and i wun feel so bad.. Day after day, im starting to realise, miracles do happen, bt it wun happen iin my life.. I cnt just be friends with u, I was born to love u..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.23:23
back from bball, damn tired.. slacked one day off again.. disappointing day.. i cnt see u a btr tmr..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.22:58
Many turn to me when they dun feel gd, Bt i have none to turn to.. Hw sad could it be?
Maybe im taking up too much of ur time..
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YuenChai.17:16
