i seriously dno y im so bad mood la.. zzz.. from starting of e hols till nw, i was nv happi at all.. nth makes mii happi, i did many things but none at all is sucessful.. siian la.. sch start le, yet i dun tink i had study at all.. i realli hope i can realli study hard and pass my exam.. bt i jus dun hav e heart.. and mii mum kip nagging.. who would nt wan to do well for exam if they can.. bt i did try, i did wrk for it. bt i jus cnt achieve wt i wan.. i kip failing and failing. do u tink im happi? do u tink im happi wif my results nw? im so fucking pek cek la.. i noe wt i wan, and im nt a kid animre.. im nt so stupid to jus waste away my life.. bt somethings is jus wt i cannot get.. haiis.. i seriously hope frm nw on, i can realli study hard.. i wan get gd results.. so wt if im combined? i dowan to get look down by ppl animre.. haiis..=((
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YuenChai.19:02
time realli flies.. todae is thurs le.. haha. nxt mon is youth dae! holiday again! haha. bt im gonna arrange training on tt dae.. nationals coming le.. in 7 daes time, on e 5th, im going for my 1oo m race le.. so fast. i mus wrk hard le.. im gonna wrk hard for everything nw.. im gonna try to study hard too.. promise my meii tt i will study hard frm nw on.. mayb i try to pass all xcept maths? haha. its possible.. someone stiu owe mii my tuition, wonder if she stiu rmb? haha. bt hols over le, v difficult le ba.. nv tok to her at all todae. mayb tml? haha. TOH YUYIN! u go off9 without telling mii at all. mus tok to mii wen im online and u r free yea? haha. i will wrk hard yea? as wt i had promised.=)
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YuenChai.22:51
i shall dedicate this post to my yuyin meii meii.. she seriously is the best meii i ever had la.. she will always be there for mii when im feeling low.. she will always jiayous for mii.. she will always be there for mi wen i nid someone by my side.. she realli helped mi alot.. i love her loadds la.. i swear i will be there for her no matter what and be by her side if she nids mii. she will nv be alone.=)
I LOVE U LA! TOH YUYIN.<3
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YuenChai.22:15
so long nv post le.. shall update it so tt my blog wun rot.. this is onli my 5oth posts.. im slow.. lol. todae track was total siianess.. raffi nv come, and nv inform mii at all.. and i was expecting him.. den todae was so lonely.. haiis.. nobody peii mii.. the one who usually peii mii cnt peii mii todae. had to peii someone else.. i seriously cnt get used to him in e track la.. bt i cnt sae aniting also.. haiis.. nv slack at all todae.. bt was nt in e mood to track la.. den strained my muscle la.. i shud hav focus mre.. haiis.. dno if i can recover in time for e nationals.. i hate the feeling of being lonely.. mayb i shall skip sat training, as i injured myself? mayb i shud do so ba.. haiis.. siian.. one mre person realli makes a diff.. im seriously feeling wired la.. and thr is hy also.. haiis.. im starting to get sick of training.. ppl go training to train themselves.. bt i go training to teach juniors.. and chers is always missing.. i facing so much prob.. everyone is giving mii stress.. i realli tink i wun do e sch proud at all le.. my prime had passed.. i can onli help my juniors and pin my hope on them.. track was fun, bt nt animre.. track nw is lonely.. and im sick and tired of it.. haiis..=(
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YuenChai.20:23
haiis.. hols is going to end soon le.. i stiu haven touch my homewrk.. siian... gonna do some ltr.. i seriously hate nan chiau high la.. they wan us to show them result, yet did they support us? haiis.. im reali gonna transfer.. and im seriously.. bt i realli miss all my frens and bros.. haiis.. siian la..
went to watch north vista's matches at kovan.. north vista clinched 3 straight win le.. and i hav one tu di le.. haha. ysd top scorer leh.. hes improving v fast.. i hope he can plae btr la.. all i noe de i hav taught him le.. bt den he stiu dun dare plae.. mus force him le.. ltr they having match again.. haha. nv woots! haha.=)
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YuenChai.13:10
have chalet for e past 3 daes. track and field de.. quite fun la.. alot of ppl came.. and we enjoy alot. esp bbq-ing.. haha. bt den i realised tt kc nv take mi tights bac.. zzz.. tml race le.. wt am i going to wear.. my life is in a mess.. im realli down on luck la.. everything is going against mii. haiis.. wt did i do to deserve this? wt can i do so tt things will get btr? i will so confidence bout tml race, bt nw wt had happened? haiis.. i jus wanna make a comebac, and y shud this happened to mi? i hate my life nw.. haiis..
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YuenChai.22:12
hais.. do i realli hav a fren.. everyone so bz.. plae audi de plae audi.. slp de slp.. haiis.. y thr is no one who can jus notice tt im realli bored and tok to mii? mayb i dun realli hav a fren..
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YuenChai.22:47
i miss u.. yuyin meii meii.. come bac pls.. haiis.. im so siian nw..=(
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YuenChai.21:28
u scared izzit? i dowan to sae out wt happened becos i dowan to let cli paiseh.. bt u shud noe wt happened? dun tell mii its nt wt u wan? things tt happened cnt be changed animre.. she treated u so well, and wt she get in e end? i tink shes jus purely stupid can.. u dun worth it.. seriously.. i nv sae tt u shud reply.. im jus saeing wt i feel.. mayb u r guilty? bt u cnt stop mii frm posting aniting.
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YuenChai.21:19
so u jiu shi tink tt im biased against u? u r rite! den im stupid to lend u e disc? stupid to invite u to my hse? pass u e curry? im so biased yea? nice one.. this is definitely NT a excuse.. hw can it be rite? its a fact rite. i knew it la.. its nt ur fault ma. it communication fault rite.. im nt sarcastic, im definitely NOT.. dun tink it e wrong way.. im stating e fact ma.. everyone hav eyes to see.. cli is also stupid to help u.. u noe wt u had done, u r fortunate, bt nt everytime.. i wun give u face this time..
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YuenChai.21:03
u r SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO innocent man.. i realli cnt tell.. 'u give mi e disc den i give u e paper' means wt? means i dun give u disc, den u dun give mi paper? den i told u i dun hav e disc ALRDY? didnt i? i sae e disc nt wif mii, den hw i give u? cnt u tink? huh? and im asking u, can u tell mi e hw, nt asking u to come kovan to pass mi e hw.. im nt so fortunate to hav u all e way here yea? u hav tons of excuses after wt u sae? if anione wans, i can show them e msg and link up e meaning? its e meaning of e msg can? u type de msg, u shud noe wt u type and send b4 tt.. izzit my fault for nt double checking wif u? huh? my fault izzit? i dun tink so? so u wan e disc, i jiu mus give u wen u feel lyk it and ask frm mii? im ur dog or wt? im nt can? u wan borrow disc frm mi stiu wan mii shun lu bring u? den if u dun get e paper frm u, wt i get? i nv ask u come mi hse get alrdy v gd le can? den wt u expect? 5 star delivering services? hw much u gonna pay mi? 100bucks? 50bucks? cli doesnt wrk everytime.. i can give her face.. bt everytime ask her come u nt sian ah? u nt siian i siian liao can..
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YuenChai.20:33
lol. blogger sux.. cnt log in for so many daes.. siian.. went out to walk around wif gab.. supposed to mit her to do homewrk de.. bt in e end she nt free. haiis.. nv did ani homewrk at all.. die liao.. supposed to lend yq e disc, bt mii dad lend e disc to her fren, so i told yq i cnt lend her le.. den she pissed off.. den i ask her bout e homewrk, she sae i lend her e disc den she tell mii. e disc nt wif mi hw to lend her nw? so tt means no disc no tok le wt? u r so nt 'realistic' yea? i try mii best to get mi disc bac and this is wt i get? i dun see e nid for mii to rush bac e disc nw? i dun own u e disc can? and u wan borrow from mii, this is e kind of attitude u give mi? u r nt sarcastic? den u r forcing mi? i hate ppl to force mii.. and u r nt a exception.. this is my dad disc and he lent it to his fren, wt u expect? ask for e disc bac and let mi dad scold mii? r u crazy or sth? i had e disc for v long? bt y u wait till ysd den ask frm mii? so its my fault? i shud ask u wen U wan de disc so tt i can lend it to u? i owe de izzit? i dun owe u aniting? i dun nid ur help also.. thr is many ppl hu is willing to help mii
WITHOUT ANY CONDITION AND WUN FORCE MII FOR ANITING. u see tt? i hope u see tt.. u uds nw? its nt my fault wen i dun hav e disc wif mi? u can jolly well buy e disc and borrow frm anione else.. im seriously pissed off by u..
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YuenChai.20:01
siian ah.. nt much online nw.. online de all bz.. no one to tok to.. plaeing maple jus nw.. siian la.. siian till go plae maple sia.. lol. tin hwee came my hse todae. b4 tt went melvin hse plae majong.. den jiu go hm liao.. tml gg pei hwa again.. damn tired nw.. haiis.. nites..
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YuenChai.01:05
haiis.. sometimes u realli cnt get both things tt u wan at one time. u nid to part wif one even if u cnt bear to.. although u can get both things, bt thr is always a price tt u nid to pay.. if u choose ur gal, den mayb u cnt get ur bro.. ask ur gal ba.. haiis.. i cnt sae aniting at all..
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YuenChai.23:58
went for e match todae.. nearly lose seh.. lucky sia.. bt kena tripped and fell.. haiis.. realli v suay.. wana ask lx and hk go out tgt de.. den SOMETHING happened, den hk cannot. haiis.. hiadi kia.. i cnt feel tt exsistance animre.. haiis.. den went out wif lx adn others lo. mre siian.. walk around and went hm.. others jiu dun sae le ba.. dun tink i had much to sae.. todae was a boring dae.. my life is in a mess.. haiis..
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YuenChai.19:27
yuyin meii meii is my best meii.! love her la.<3 haha.=)
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YuenChai.19:25
todae was quite a fun dae? haha. went wilson hse plae majong in e morning and plae till 7pm? haha. quite long leh.. i also dno y, we plaed so long.. bt we are all tired la. and we plae clean de leh, no money de. haha. we dun gamble, we r guai kia. haha. finally learn e correct way of plaeing majong le.. den went home, internet gt prob. lol. i thot is com de prob, in e end is singtel de prob. singtel sux at times? lol. im so tired nw, bt i dun feel lyk moving at all. so ltr den slp ba.. lol. im so lazy. haha.
im tinking of e past nw.. quite sae indeed. its was nt a peaceful one, altho it ended. bt i stiu treasured wt i once had. and i will nv forget bout our happy moments.. bt thr is no way t i will turn bac, and can turn bac nw.. i shud jus continue my life ba.. mayb she will find a btr guy, hu will treasure her and nt break her heart lyk mii ba. time to slp le. nites.=)
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YuenChai.23:27
todae is another siian dae.. wake up early in e morning to go remedials.. 1st eng, den maths.. feel lyk slping la.. eng was ok. jus do compre jiu can le. bt maths jiu shi siian zipua la.. do and do, siak also dno wen to stop de la.. den everyone also no mood do maths liao she stiu wan continue. and scold us for toking. lol. if we dun tok zhao jiu fall aslp liao lo.. den stiu dun let us tok.. do maths dun tok wil die de can.. wts more i dun even noe hw to do.. den cf dno y, kip fooling around, den siak kip scolding him.. siak also abit crazy la. we also nt tok non stop, and nv do our wrk. i gt do my wrk can. and i fin all i noe de liao. wt more do u expect? ask more qn frm u ah? siao.. den nvm. fin le. finally can go home le, she ask mi bring all my bks hm.. siao la can? raining so heavily, stiu ask mii bring all e bks home? i did promise i will, bt raining so heavily, hw to bring half a yr de bk hm alone? she so unreasonable la can? den if dowan bring hm, she jiiu will call mii mum backstab mii. this kind of ppl stiu can be cher. cher also nid noe wt can be said and wt cannot rite? everything also sae, cannot sae de also sae. den make ppl suffer, hai so many ppl. u mean it a nt i dno la. bt at least some things jus kip to urself and kip ur mouth shut rite? u kip backstabing ppl onli will make mre ppl hate u. i thot u r a gd cher, bt i tink im wrong bout u.. e mathe remedial spoil my dae la. den went track in e afternoon. dun feel lyk gg de la. bt tin hwee going for trials, so bobian, jiu go see see lo. in e end, i found out tt he ate alot of junk food and drank two can of pepsi. lol. den after he run, he vomiut everything out la. so disgusting can? den i v paiseh, faster call everyone pack up den leave liao. den jiu go lan lo. den plae until v shuang, den lloyd forget e time and we end at 7 plus la.. lol. plaed nearly for two hrs seh.. nt bad. den borrowed money frm gladys mummy. shes nice la.. den reached hm online till nw. kena virus bt den clear liao. those hu kena frm mi, sry leh.. lol. gona hav mi dinner soon le. nth much le..
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YuenChai.22:45
siian. wake up so early todae. lx they all coming my hse ltr.. i dun tink its anione's fault nw? onli i made promises to u? u didnt? u nv break ur promises? if u wanna sae tt? sae tt to urself 1st? i try to bear wif wt u had sae? bt everydae, u hav different things to sae? hav u ever think bout y we break? u onli thot tt its i lyk other gals then i break wif u? and its my fault again. bt its nt the case. i break wif u cause i had enuff of u? i bear wif u for so long, u are always showing mii attitude? didnt u? if u wan to let other ppl noe tt its my fault, i dun mind. cause its always mine, u r always rite? yea? bt i noe its nt jiu enuff le.. i noe hus rite and hus wrong? i noe im at fault too. bt both party is at fault.. no one will be rite wen we breakup, bt guys is always e one at wrong. i had enuff, i wun tolerate animre, i wun jus sit bac..
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YuenChai.10:41
i seriously dun mean anithing.. haiis... im sry.. im realli sry.. hope u will forgive mii..
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YuenChai.15:20
haiis. im rotting at home nw. reali nth to do nw.. damn emo.. i once tink tt if u work hard, ur hard wrk will be paid for.. bt its nv e case.. no matter hw hard u wrk, somethings will nv be urs.. even if its some simple things.. simple wish.. its e same case.. life will nv be fair.. i can onli see them so happy, yet alone.. i hav my bros and frens, bt i hope i hav her too.. im jus a stubborn fool. its time to wake up le ba..
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YuenChai.14:52
不够勇敢守在你身旁
看你每一個笑臉
笑得那麼甜
是他給了你誓言
不敢有埋怨
都是我心甘情願
或許有一天 我的愛你能看見
一天一點
你漸漸走遠
我卻像空氣被忽略
只怪我的愛不夠勇敢
一直沉沒的作你的依賴
讓一切石沉大海
Baby now I need you by my side
過去的一切該怎麼放開
Without you I can't fell in love again
(I can't never fell in love)
Til the end of time
In a world so close to me
I'm just so in love
With a girl who's in my heart
Each and Everyday I wanna have you next to me
And I side to the world I'll never let it end
明明知道 直到有一天 發現你不再有笑臉
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YuenChai.14:49
