Saturday 28 February 2009
Im seriously bored that im posting so many times a day.. Everything is not gg rite today, zz.. tmr will be a btr day i hope. Take care, SUPERPIG!.=) If u happen to read the whole post, would u consider?
Is it really impossible to give me a chance and try? Is no really ur only ans, aft knowing hw much i've done, and hw much u meant to be? Even if it fails, i will accept it, bt without trying, i cnt.. U said life is unfair, bt i tink it is, cos u appeared in my life, bt i thought otherwise, cos ur not mine.. I dun tink i wasted 2 yrs, cos i had loadds of memories with you. Maybe u tink im just jk to wait for u on and on and on, bt i dun even noe if i can give u up.. 10yrs may not be a prob, bt will it change ur mind?
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.22:48
比想象中更痛
你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走
都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折是美的
心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢
谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候
我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折是美的
我眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾
因为我已爱过你 深深的
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.18:38
Boring, Boring, Boring!! Im dying soon.. I wasted one day just like this, doing nothing for the whole day, and rot.. Im seriously looking forward to poly, and i will be busy.. Im just having too much spare time, and im just tinking too much..
No matter what i've done, it will nv change aniting.. and it hurts more and more each day, that i cnt take it much long.. Im afraid i will collapse one day, and nv stand up again.. I will nv have the courage to tell u hw im really feeling. haiis.. Everytime i wanna sae, something just keep me from saeing. Im trying so hard to control, and not showing.. But its so hard to hide.. I always thot it doesnt matter animore, and im alrdy numb.. Yet, It hurts every sec, and its unbearable.. I just cnt do without you for even one sec..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.18:03
What happened in the past, i wun wanna look back animre.. Its all the past.. Bt i hope u wun hurt her animore, verbally.. Since u chose to let go, i hope u wun post aniting offensive again. thks.=)
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.11:31
Having weird dreams the whole night.. And i didnt really slp well.. Its gonna be a busy week ahead.. If u wanna be gone, be gone forever.. Dun haunt like a ghost..
Im hurt, bt i will be fine.. bt u can nv be hurt, cos ur more impt than myself.. I will do aniting to keep u going, even if im hurt, it will heal. Please stay happy always..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.11:21
back from work. first time i rushed home so fast.. I get jealous v easily.. and the feeling sux.. zz..
I will never let you breakdown, no matter what happens, i will be there to protect u, i swear.
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.22:34
Thursday 26 February 2009
Our friendship end today, cos there is only Brotherhood frm nw on.=D
One day without u makes my life meaningless..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.23:38
i didnt guess it was u, until she guessed it. Maybe you can be more open. i dno ur intention, and i dun mind u tagging my blog., bt i dun like anoymous. feel free to view. Maybe u can share ur blog as well?=) Maybe u tink ur the victim, im the 3rd party, bt its all fair competition thruout.. what u tink i have no opinion, bt i do have my own tinking. if ur the victim, den me too.. i spent 2 yrs waiting, and we are still frens, bt im ok wif it, cos i dowan to force her., so i hope u too, pls dun give her any more pressure. thank you.=)
Do u know hw much u meant to me?
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.20:46
Wednesday 25 February 2009
went for e chkup, alone.. zz.. damn boring.. walked around central after that.. work again tmr.. Im looking forward to fri, cos its payday again..
Im not ready to move on, cos if i do, i wun wanna turn back animre.. and im just afraid that u will happen to nid someone any day, and u find no one.. There's nothing i can ask for now, except a smile from u, and seeing u staying happy always..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.19:53
no one is there when i nid someone, fk.
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.14:24
我记得那时候 你不让我牵你的手
激动得我快疯 象掉进一个无底的洞
苦笑都带点痛 自从你什么都不留给我追究
躲在我的背后 亲手你用温柔交换了这一场恶梦
oh baby why would you hurt me so long?
hurt me so long 这一个人不该是我
baby why would you hurt me so long?
please let me know 难过是你留给我的线索
莫非我的举动 成了你的苦衷
才暗示我的所有 你宁愿没有经过
爱预付得太多 不是没有想过 最愚笨的会是我
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.13:50
Back from work, tiring.. Im getting siian of working, and travelling so far.. Spent alot of bus fare.. zz.. Getting pay soon, finally.. And i gt so much so much inside my heart, that is left unspoken.. I know alot of things, and i observed alot of things, bt i choose to keep quiet, and continue lying to myself..
Would u be there when i really nid u?
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:41
Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The MostI can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now
and then and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still HarderGetting up, getting dressed,livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:39
U gt ur own life now and i tink nw im not needed animore..
Bro said, "Move on, its not worth it." And im trying..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.22:58
Saw this in lik's blog and i find it funny too.=D
A Singaporean was on a holiday in Malaysia.
He was having his coffee, croissant, bread, butter, and jam at the hotel's coffee house.
A Malaysian man who was chewing gum sat down next to him and started a casual conversation.
Malaysian: You Singaporeans eat the whole bread?
Singaporean: Of course.
Malaysian: We don't. In Malaysia, we only eat what's inside. The crusts we collect in a container, recycle it, transform them intocroissants and sell them across toSingapore.
The Malaysian then had a smirk on his face while the Singaporean listened in silence.
Malaysian: Do you eat the jam with the bread?
Singaporean : Of course.
Malaysian(chuckling): We don't. In Malaysia, we eat fresh fruit for breakfast, then we put all the peels, seeds and other left-overs in a container, recycle them, transform them into jam, before we sell it across to Singapore.
This time, the Singaporean retorted, "Do you have sex in Malaysia?"
Malaysian: Why? of course we do.
Singaporean: Do you wear protection?
Malaysian: Of course! We wear condoms.
Singaporean: And what do you do with the condoms once you've used them?
Malaysian: Stupid question! Of course we throw them away.
Singaporean : We don't. In Singapore, the government secretly puts them in a container, recycle them, melt them down into chewing gum & sell them across to Malaysia. That's the real reason why we banned chewing gum in Singapore.
I finally knew all the stuffs that i was kept in dark..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.01:29
I treasure all those frens and bros who were there for me everytime im feeling down.. Thank you.
Tell me in the face, that im stupid to wait, and dun wait animore, cos im not the guy for u. i will give up..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:35
What im left with nw is my bro and nothing else.. he told me, move on, and i will feel btr.. But im used to life nw, that i cnt move on..
That moment that ruined my day..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.16:32
I wun noe if i didnt heard it with my own ears. I rather i didnt knew it. J is still ur
favourite alphabet, i guessed..
Tears jus rolled down without control.. Slpless nite.
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.12:43
My ulcers hurt.. But my heart somehow hurts even more..
I dno hw to tell u in the face, bt if u happen to see this. Im sorry, i just dno why i reacted this way.. haiis..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.02:03
I could never do it.. I just cnt force myself to not follow my heart.. Im just so weak..It hurts more when it is so close yet so near..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.23:01
Thursday 19 February 2009
If what i wanted was sorry, i wun have text you.I wun wanna give u any pressure again..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.02:18
Wednesday 18 February 2009
It's always so near, yet so far.. I could nv reach you.. You are alrdy drifting apart, and it will be soon over.. U will nv need me animre.. What's left nw is only brothers and nothing else..
Can u ever feel my heart beating for u? When you are gone, it will nv beat again..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:00
Everything is not right today, including u.. Fked up mood.. zz..
Do u know how im feeling now?
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.19:45
Once again, its all about work.. Boring.. I looking forward to poly, cos this hols is just too boring.. i wan some excitement in my life!
If i could choose again..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.23:35
gd luck gab.=) U stand a chance de.
Am i asking too much, or am i giving too much? I know Im just nobody to u..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.16:01
went out today, damn tired. work on mon
Im tired, and im not going on anymore.. In e end, i've gotten nothing, nothing at all, maybe disappointment? It's time.. take care.
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.04:55
陶喆-普通朋友
词曲: David Tao
等待我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱 我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈我愿意改变 (what can I do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me change)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手
但你说I only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白但我给你的爱暂时收不回来So I我不能只是be your friend
I just can't be your friendno,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.04:50
Saturday 14 February 2009
Work again today.. Its 13 feb and a friday, bt things were fine, except for some stuffs that bothered me. Val day tmr, bt i dun tink there's aniting i can do.. Gab is going on a date, enjoy.=)
I thought i will at least receive a msg although there wasnt a call..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.04:03
Thursday 12 February 2009
Didnt went to work today as i couldnt slp the whole nite, and im lacking sleep. So decided to take a day off and rest at home.. Thought bout alot of things the whole night, the past, present, and wt my future will be like. Maybe im always doing things that i shouldnt, and im just too stubborn to face the fact that somethings are really not meant to be mine, and somethings will just not happened no matter hw hard u try, and hw much effort u put in.. I jus need to move on, and not look back animre.. And its time to really try.
Maybe he couldnt be replaced, and i couldnt even be a sub..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.15:42
Its all about work todae again.. Went to work at 12 plus and home and at 10plus.. Damn tired everyday.. Waking up at 9 to call someone tmr..=) Someone is going sentosa tmr.. Work again tmr, damn siian.. No life at all.. Missed all the days in the past, no worries, jus fun everyday, bt it will nv happen again..
I just wish it will be you who are with me on val day, be it one hr, one min or even one sec.. Maybe it will just be the first, and the last.. But there will not even have a first one,. haiis.. No matter how hard i try, u are still so determined, issit really so difficult to try just once? Not even giving a chance? and i failed without even trying..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:22
yo. im back. work tmr again.. siian. im waking up at 730 tmr.=) becoming a daily routine to call someone in the morning. haha.
if my wish will ever come true..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.22:21
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.00:22
im a petty guy, im not forgiving, and its really hard to be..
Walking down an endless road,
YuenChai.11:05
