so long nv post le.. shall update it so tt my blog wun rot.. this is onli my 5oth posts.. im slow.. lol. todae track was total siianess.. raffi nv come, and nv inform mii at all.. and i was expecting him.. den todae was so lonely.. haiis.. nobody peii mii.. the one who usually peii mii cnt peii mii todae. had to peii someone else.. i seriously cnt get used to him in e track la.. bt i cnt sae aniting also.. haiis.. nv slack at all todae.. bt was nt in e mood to track la.. den strained my muscle la.. i shud hav focus mre.. haiis.. dno if i can recover in time for e nationals.. i hate the feeling of being lonely.. mayb i shall skip sat training, as i injured myself? mayb i shud do so ba.. haiis.. siian.. one mre person realli makes a diff.. im seriously feeling wired la.. and thr is hy also.. haiis.. im starting to get sick of training.. ppl go training to train themselves.. bt i go training to teach juniors.. and chers is always missing.. i facing so much prob.. everyone is giving mii stress.. i realli tink i wun do e sch proud at all le.. my prime had passed.. i can onli help my juniors and pin my hope on them.. track was fun, bt nt animre.. track nw is lonely.. and im sick and tired of it.. haiis..=(
