haiis.. im so tired.. im so tired after doing so much.. i seriously hav no mre energy to do aniting animre.. i dno wt can i do nw.. things tt i dun hope for keep happening.. things tt i waited for will nv ever appear.. haiis.. wt shud i do nw? i feeling lyk holding on to it and dun let go... bt i dun i can do so.. its so tiring to keep wrking.. and its disappointing to get nth in e end.. i hope to give it my best for everything, yet things screwed up every single time.. i wan to plae bball well, yet nan chiau can nv give mii wt i wan.. i wanna do well for my track, yet nan chiau cnt give mi wt i wan too.. i wish to see u, yet i dun hav e chance.. i wanna tok to u, yet u r so busy tt i cnt even tok to u mre than 5 msg.. i waited for u to come online, yet u r so busy tt u hav no time to online.. haiis.. all my waiting is useless.. its jus so hopeless.. im hopeless.. my life is hopeless.. im jus lyk a stupid fool waiting for miracles to happened.. im jus hoping u to noe hw im feeling, yet it seems lyk u will nv uds.. i realli wanna noe, if u dun uds, or u dowan to uds? i jus wan an ans.. i jus cnt bring myself to give up, after what i hav done.. i jus cnt bring myself to forget u... what i hav nw is onli memoriies, and all e memoriies tt makes mii tink of u. i realli miisses u loadds.. will u ever noe it? haiis..
