ms chiio bu!! nv expect my name to appear in ur post. haha. im sooooo honoured la. haha. u cheered mii up abit.. bt den, u also noe hw im lyk.. i always choose e toughest road.. stupiid yea? haha. bt i learnt alot.. read ur post.. u also tinking alot rite? it impossible nt to tink at all de.. no matter hw hard u try, u can onli do things to distract urself.. u jus cnt stop tinking.. at least for mii its this way... i tink if she ever noes it, she will onli take it as a joke ba.. even if i tell her, things will onli be e same, or mayb worse.. she wun ever noe it de.. cos i wun tell her forever.. haha. i will cheer up de.. u too yea? haha. im nice to dedicate this post to u.=))