i finally know it.. i really regretted.. I've really let u down.. i cnt imagine hw much u used to love mi.. i nv treasure u, i nv cherish u.. im purely stupid.. i hurt u time and again.. i make u cry for loadds of time.. i dno hw much i hav hurt u.. and i jus didnt care bout u.. and u jus sacrifice so much.. too much tt i took it for granted.. bw rr u have left mii.. my life is empty.. altho i sae it doesnt means much.. bt.. u r jus someone i couldnt let go.. i couldnt put down.. i plan to keep it deep inside my heart.. bt i cnt help, bt to let it out.. so many times i try to hide everything frm u.. bt i jus cnt.. no matter hw hard i try, i put pw. and everything.. u will know all e pw.. i cnt let aniting out.. i cnt let anione know.. till todae.. finally.. i cnt keep it animre.. i finally realise, hw much i nid u.. i hav no mre chance to make it up to u animre.. saeing sry, wun help at all.. everything, is e past.. i can nv describe hw sry i am, hw much i nid u.. the reason i live for nw, is nt her animre.. u did so much so much, yet i didnt realise.. im jus purely stupid.. u make e right choice, to leave mi.. im jus nt gd enuff for u.. i jus keep complaining, bt i am e one who isnt gd enuff for u.. guys will nv cherish be they lose wt they hav.. im one of them.. mayb u will read it, or shud i sae, u will sure read it.. bt.. i stiu hav to sae this. cos thr is no other way i can let this out.. no matter u read it a nt, its nt impt.. im glad tt u found a btr guy.. and i hope he will treat u well.. all e best to u.. sry tt i hav let u down.. altho it wun help animre.. last long..=))