u always sae tt i disgraced u.. u also sae tt u wun mind if u dun hav mi as ur son. fine. i wun care animre.. u hav 2 mre son.. losing mii one wun make a diff to u.. dun worry.. i will disappear from ur eyes.. i wun disgrace u again, i wun lose ur face again.. im sick and tired of this life aniwae.. who noes hw im feeling nw.. who noes how much pressure i hav.. i cnt slp everynite, tinking wt can i do to improve my results, for fuck? jus not to let u all down.. and wt i get in e end is ur scolding again and again. after i finish wt i wish to do, i may jus end my life.. be happy den..