I finally let out my feelings, bt i tink hw u tink bout mii had changed? lesson till 4plus todae.. its so tiring.. preparing for o lvls, trying to catch up wif e rest.. bt it seems that im stiu lagging behind alot.. fri is the natinals heats alrdy, bt i hasnt been trning for 2 mths.. to be honest, i can nv make it to the finals.. haiis.. tinking of tt, its realli saddening.. nw, i tink i can onli work hard for my Os, and pray hard tt i wun flunk it..
I realli wanna noe wt ur tinking nw.. its jus the onli thing that fills up my mind nw.. slpt alot in sch todae, cos i jus cnt concentrate in sch.. I had nv thot the outcome of e post will be negetive.. im realli lost this time.. mayb i made a wrong choice? mayb i shud hav jus kept everything in my heart.. I read his blog and saw ur post, my heart sank further.. I jus miss u.. loadds.. ur my motivation, my everything..without u, i cnt imagine wt i will hav become nw.. haiis..
