Boring, Boring, Boring!! Im dying soon.. I wasted one day just like this, doing nothing for the whole day, and rot.. Im seriously looking forward to poly, and i will be busy.. Im just having too much spare time, and im just tinking too much..
No matter what i've done, it will nv change aniting.. and it hurts more and more each day, that i cnt take it much long.. Im afraid i will collapse one day, and nv stand up again.. I will nv have the courage to tell u hw im really feeling. haiis.. Everytime i wanna sae, something just keep me from saeing. Im trying so hard to control, and not showing.. But its so hard to hide.. I always thot it doesnt matter animore, and im alrdy numb.. Yet, It hurts every sec, and its unbearable.. I just cnt do without you for even one sec..
