Didnt went to work today as i couldnt slp the whole nite, and im lacking sleep. So decided to take a day off and rest at home.. Thought bout alot of things the whole night, the past, present, and wt my future will be like. Maybe im always doing things that i shouldnt, and im just too stubborn to face the fact that somethings are really not meant to be mine, and somethings will just not happened no matter hw hard u try, and hw much effort u put in.. I jus need to move on, and not look back animre.. And its time to really try.
Maybe he couldnt be replaced, and i couldnt even be a sub..