I wished time could just stopped at the moment u called me, and i nv nid to put down the fone.. Do u just know hw much i miss u each day? i dno either, it just affect me everyday.. I feel so restless, so lost.. Im just walking so aimlessly each day.. I cnt find any direction animre.. I just keep on moving towards u.. yet i just cnt seems to get near to u, and ur just getting further and further away.. No matter hw tired i am, i kept on going.. And i could nv find u whenever i feel lonely.. And the feeling is torturing.. Sometimes i may seem to be alright, bt deep inside my heart, im not.. and i nv is.. Its hard to fake a smile everyday.. And i dun wish to hide my feelings, yet, im just afraid it will affect u.. U found a brand new start, and i feel happy for u.. Bt i cnt find mine yet.. Maybe its time for me to take a rest? U nv wanted to share when u are feeling down, and u wish to face it urself, ur stronger nw, and i noe u will nv break down again.. Its me who is breaking down soon.. Somethings are really meant to kept it heart, and its hard to say it out. I noe u may not be reading this, bt i feel btr saying it out.. Even if u see, i noe u will just keep it in ur heart.. Sometimes i just hope u could ask me if im alright, i nid ur concern sometimes, and i wun feel so bad.. Day after day, im starting to realise, miracles do happen, bt it wun happen iin my life.. I cnt just be friends with u, I was born to love u..
